Finally The 100th

I always enjoy the journey of going back home alone, especially when I board a plane.

My favorite part would be meeting up with strangers and have a long, nice chat with them. This time the encounter was with a business consultant, that has been working with FELDA for quite a long time. So we have a common in that, working in oil palm industry. But he's more to management while I'm more on the technical aspect. The conversation went on smoothly and interestingly that I didn't realize fifty minutes had just passed away like that.

I won't forget his advice, "Learn as fast as you can. Ask for work from your boss. Don't wait for him/her to give instructions to you." Well, this is what I need after been working for two months diligently. A motivation booster.

Oh God, I still have so many dreams that haven't come true. May Allah grant me an understanding partner in the future.

Friday Night Rant

After all that happened, I truly don't know if I can fix the situation. Sometimes it's awkward; other times it's exciting, thrilling.

I only pray that Allah will lead me in everything that I do. In every decision that I'm going to make. If Allah says it's meant to be, it is meant to be.

Lately

Incompleteness surrounds me. Something's missing. My third level of Maslow's Hierarchy of Need is not fulfilled.

Maybe I should start working towards that stage of life.

Another Dream

"Move as swift as a wind
Stay as silent as forest
Attack as fierce as fire
Undefeatable defense like a mountain"

-Sun Tzu's The Art of War-

I'd love to learn on military someday.

In the Mood

Today I can finally rest at home. I think this is the first time I'm home during these hours since I moved to this place.

Homesickness level has exceeded its limit. Next Saturday I'll be close to the people that I love the most, mi familia :) Finally a happy thing to anticipate.